Showing posts with label ♥. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ♥. Show all posts

Friday, January 6, 2012

2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!\:-D/





ngga nyangka banget yah, udh tahun 2012:""") lotta thanks to bad&good memories in 2011♥

anyway uca kenapa kudet banget ya ngucapin tahun baru setelah 6 of page 365 as tanggal 6 januari-_- maaf kemarin modem kecolong sama sekutu sekutu yang harus disayang{} eh sebetulnya itu hukuman gara-gara aku ketauan nangis 2 kali untuk alasan yang sama padahal aku janji nggabakalan mau nangis lagi H4H4 hampa tanpa internet, ya itu yang aku rasain. tapi ngga sepunuhnya keisi sama bored time juga sih, aku justru malah bisa ngerasain gimana rasanya 'real holiday without internet' ngga seburuk yang dipikir juga. disitu aku malah dpt banyak petuah yang emang bagus banget kalau aku terapin=)) ketemu mas angga, biasanya kalau liburan tu kebo jalan eh ini stay aja dirumah nemenin aku curhat, main aaah berasa punya kakak cowo;3 kalau fara sih udh punya dunia lain disana.-. mas angga itu someone that i needed emuaaah:-* he can be my shoulder, my moodbooster, my captain aaa everything. baik banget juga wkwk, mungkin karena aku suka kpop dikasih file video kpop banyakkkkk!:'D terharu abissss, finally i have new stuffff many more dvd korea<3<3 ada wgm khuntoria yang udh aku idamin bgtbgtan dari episode 1 sampe 60 berapa gitu, leeteuk&sistar hello baby, pianist, it's okay daddy daughter&yunhanam shinee. aaaaaa EXCITED! something that i want is come to be real yuhuyyy. yang paling seneng sih aku dpt geratisss cuma suruh nemenin dia nonton basket pas dia tanding sama siapa gitu. ya walaupun pas nonton aku lebih banyak diem sih-_- malu aku kecil sendiri yang lain sma sma gitu, iyasi ada beberapa temen ceweknya mas angga yang udh kenalan tp kan tetep aja malu hffft demi kpop nih!:-p\m/  pas liat mas angga main dari tribun gitu aku jadi inget dbl, aku kangen teriak nama sense disitu hihihi. i miss the memories on there, everything on dbl:') 1minggu lebih disitu aku curhat banyak banget, ngga cuma mas angga disitu juga ada mbak dina yang mau dengerin aku ngomel nggajelas hahaha i'm comfort with her<3 telimakaci buat kaos babinya yang katanya kalau aku nangis mirip banget sama aku:3 WKWK-_- ofc i love them!!! somepeople that always give me spirit when i'm down. hal yang paling sweetest yang pernah dilakuin mas angga menurutku itu pas angga nawarin jadi moodboosterku gara-gara aku unmood habis nangis, aku cuma bilang top moodbooster itu eskrim, coklat&musik. mas angga nggitar di depanku nyanyiin lagu overboard-justin bieber aaaw how a sweetes one:'] dari petuah mbak dina, mas angga&temenya move onku sukses alhamdulillah;;) disana aku juga udh janji mau berubah, aku dibilang terlalu aceng alias anak cengeng, terlalu buang waktu karena too much care for someone that always igonore me;_; hehe. aku udh ngga gitu lagi ko mas, mbak&temenya mas mbak uca versi 2012 udh beda dari versi lalu insyaallah lebih baik lebih bisa njaga hati&diri sendiri dan ngga plinplan. kali ini beneran mau ngga gitu gitu lagi apalagi kalau berhasil dpt reward kan? aaaih makin semangat<3 aku nggabakal lupa sama apa yang kalian bilang panjang lebar dari solo-jogja:-p aku udh yakin ko ini bener yaah setidaknya ini yang 'paling' bener diantara pikiran lainya;) thankyou for being my blvd brotha&sista that always give me something that i need yahhh i love u!;-* 

nyaris terlupakan, 3januari 2012 happy failed anniv ting² semakin kompak yahhh kita:""")
onemore, selamat bertahun 2012 semoga semakin lebih baik, keep being yourself darl cause you are so look beuatiful in your own way;)


xoxo,
Uca
♥

Thursday, December 22, 2011

today

"aku masih bisa berdiri&hidup dengan baik ada atau ngga adanya kamu. hap bangkit. terimakasih untuk cerita dgn tinta hitam kamu:')" 

you don't know me so well like you said to me shut up your mouth pls;)


Saturday, November 19, 2011

Today!;;D



hello! just posted freak picture with them (read: Ka Tyas&Oleeet). this pose is taked after we see Breaking Dawn on Royal!:D yes i'm already BreakingDawn-ing~~~~ omoooo jcob is more handsome much much much than before!he is look manly♥. jacob have a brownies  skin whereas edward? he has a white skin. i like man with him brownies skins. so, so, so? if i am is Bella swan sure i'll choice jcob than edward *eaa
don't shocked to see how silly me & how beautifull she is! (Read: Ka Tyas) honestly, we don't know how use there camera so, many picture taked accidentally. those studio is different between studio ever i see (i'm so stranger with the pc, it doesn't touch screen&the loading... argh! it's take a long time to shoot)  the conclusion is.....i'll never back to go there hwehehe *no offense*-_- and i'm realize i'm so black, i must have a spirit to save my skin from ultraviolet rays.this not sweet this so black!!!!!!! see?
padaaaaaaaaaaa checkitdot! 






Ka Tyas. pretty rite?






see me it's taken with accidentally.-.


i'm so black than olit. it's dangerous!!





Xo, Uca♥


When I'm with you, I feel so safe.
 
Like I'm home.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Stupid me!

I always fly high in whom later dropped. What do you think? sick? course. But what I think you did not necessarily taste. Maybe everyone can say 'you're not the best for me' but I always try to make you the best.

Try to open your eyes you have me here who love you. You never feel or how? you numb bleak to me. This is very sick. Will I pass it all?

Will I?
Will I?
Will I?
All depends on me. But I already love you
 


People can be blinded by love. And I began to experience what is said by those words. Too heavy to knowthat without restraint has ended. I am like a blind eye to all this reality

Could you find out what I think. I was wrong? maybe you already know what I think but you like to pretend do not know about all this. Evil? maybe not that bad but I heart you are evil

When you think this feeling like my heart is feeling your heart. I want time with you but that is notapproved. But I always wanted to make you happy with what I do. Will you be mine. I want to own youMaybe it's like a nightmare for me to love people who can't love myself. Oh god give the best for me. If him can't be mine, let him get the best.
                                                                                                                                          Uca♥

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Mine Look Like Yours


When everyday look still and everything look exactly the same
When the lights go on and off
When the sun smile too bright and I don't even notice
And when the night feels like afternoon,
Well, I haven't sleep a wink.
What is the reason to sleep anyway?
You're not here to sing me a lullaby,
hug me along the way.

You're erasing yourself in my future,
You make me believe you wont come back
And I'm too tired trying to make you realize,
I'll always be there beside you because I care.

Me, always put a good faith on you.
You, teach me an extraordinary pain that my heart never knew.

You make mine look like yours.
We are now the same.
Nothing to give anymore.
Because its already broke and gone away.

I don't want you to know,
how much I miss you.
Because you don't miss me at all.

I don't want you to know,
how much I love you.
Because you don't love me the way I do.

I want you to know,
Saying goodbye is hurt.
And someday maybe you'll understand,
how the way my heart work cause you.

Uca♥


lo ya readers uca nggalau lagi-_- hahahaha maaf ya, btw gimana gimana post kali ini? bismillah ya, hope you like it readers;;D

Ways To Make Girls Smile

  • Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine
  • Hold her hand at any moment you can
  • Kiss her on the forahead
  • Leave her a voice message to wake up to
  • When she is upset, hold her tight and never let her go
  • Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most
  • Call her sweetie, not baby
  • Sing to her no matter how horibble your voice is
  • Pick her all over the girls you hang with
  • Write her notes (she loves them)
  • Play with her hair and if it smells good tell her
  • Pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her
  • Pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even thought she loves it
  • Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes
  • Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her
  • Let her fall asleep in your arms
  • Carve your names into a tree
  • If she's mad, kiss her
  • Give her piggybag rides
  • Bring her flowers just because
  • Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone
  • Let her take as many pictures as she wants
  • Slow dance with her even if there isn't music playing
  • Kiss her in the rain
  • Take long walks on the beach at the night with her
  • Wait outside her house in the pouring rain to suprise her when she gets home
  • When she's ill stay by her bedside
  • Play fight with her and let her win
  • And most importantly if you love her, tell her
-copied from tumblr- 


someday my prince come and treat me like this mhihi amin yaAllah. aku nunggu kamu lo untuk jadi..... sesuatu yang ngga mungkin ada untuk aku. nothing possible kan? ngga ada yang tau future except Allah kan? tapi ngga tau kenapa pernyataan itu sama sekali ngga ngaruh karena aku ngga yakin kalau kamu will be mine hiks so, now i am realized i'm waiting for nothing:'-( 


xo, Uca♥

Read, Do & Do Not


DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME FOR:
  • Worrying about boys, because boys will come & go.
  • Caring who do not like you, because chances are you do not like them either.
  • Gossiping, because you affected their lives; they did not affect yours.

WASTE YOUR TIME WITH YOUR FRIENDS! Live for the moment, laugh often. Be immature, do everything. If there is something you will regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends because your friends are what matter most.


Uca♥

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Goodbye and Thanks



Halo gebetanku, bagaimana keadaanmu hari ini?
Aku sudah tahu kamu masih memesona seperti biasa, tidak ada yang berubah sejak tiga hari lamanya
 aku tidak melihatmu.
Tetapi, ada yang sudah berubah. Bukan kamu, tetapi aku. Hatiku sudah tidak pekat lagi.
Semakin melebur dan tawar, tidak semanis dahulu setiap pagi aku beruntung melihatmu.
Aku ingat, bagaimana pertama kali aku bisa melihatmu lekat-lekat. Energi yang lain memasuki
tubuhku entah kenapa. Dan aku menjadi girang sendiri saat sudah melaluimu. Hari itu aku
mendapat sesuatu yang spesial.
Aku tak peduli kamu sebagaimanapun kata orang-orang di luar sana. Aku tidak berdosa kan
mengagumi orang sepertimu? Memang tidak, karena ini rasa yang alami, tanpa kontaminasi apapun.
Tetapi sekali lagi, aku hanya cewek pemalu dan penakut. Aku tidak berani maju, tidak akan berani
maju. Aku bukannya tidak pede atau takut kamu menolakku. Aku memang belum siap.
Siap, kata itu selalu menakutiku. Lagipula aku juga wanita tidak seharusnya wanita yang memulai.

Aku tahu intensitas kita telah berkurang. Dan rasanya pesonamu itu tidak cukup membuatku
yakin rasa ini harus dilanjutkan. Aku memang harus maju untuk mengetahui lebih misteri
 dua ekor matamu yang amazing itu. Tetapi aku tidak berencana melakukannya. Entah kenapa
aku memang pecundang.
Aku tidak berharap,aku juga tidak ingin.

Aku nyaman dan senang bisa menyukaimu, itu saja.
Kini, aku meninggalkanmu diam-diam, karena masih banyak hal lain yang harus kuperbaiki,
 sebelum kutunjukkan padamu siapa diriku ini.

Terima kasih ya sudah mencuri hatiku beberapa akhir bulan ini.



                                                                                                                      Astri Sari Firdausa♥

You... Unreachable

Its funny when you like someone but you can't tell it and just keep being a stalker. 
Its funny when you can't even talk to him and just admire him from a distance. 
Its funny when you like someone but he DOESN'T EVEN KNOW YOU. 


You took my heart away with your simplicity. 
Your smile. Your voice. Your smell. Your jokes. It melted me. Hell yes, I was like an ice cream and you were the sun. You melted me with every little thing you did. 


Everybody said that you're not as handsome as what I told to them. But I knew, they just didn't know you, and they said like that because they had no idea how perfect you are in my eyes.
I thought you could be my prince. Because everything I ever dreamed was on you! 
Maybe... You're the prince who always comes in my dreams. Maybe... You're the one who will hurt me the most.

Your voice. Your behavior. Your funny jokes. Your smile. Your eyes. 
Not gonna lie, I like you.
You are almost perfect.
Maybe thats true if I thought that you're the prince. 
But... Prince only exists in a fairy tale right? And fairytale is fake. So... You are just an illusion.

No, I don't wanna try. I won't try to make you be mine. I won't chase you. I won't know you more. I wont. Because I know it well that You are... Unreachable </3




Uca♥

Friday, October 28, 2011

Dear Best Friend


You Are Stupid.You Fail.You Weird.You are not Perfect.But That's Okay.I'm like that too.We laugh at the randomest things.You know my ugliest side. Even though we disagree sometimes, we never fight. When I'm sad,You were always there to make sure I'm Okay. Thanks for being there for me.
I LOVE YOU GAES mwa!:-*
Tagged: Ting² - Momo - Olit - kindship8c&Others!:D
xo,Uca makhluk banyak dosa tp bukan setan dan makhluk baik tp bukan malaikat :-s


Uca♥