Monday, November 28, 2011

"Di dalem gerombolan jangan ada gerombolan, dijamin pasti hancur dari salah satu gerombolan itu. liat aja" 

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Today!;;D



hello! just posted freak picture with them (read: Ka Tyas&Oleeet). this pose is taked after we see Breaking Dawn on Royal!:D yes i'm already BreakingDawn-ing~~~~ omoooo jcob is more handsome much much much than before!he is look manly. jacob have a brownies  skin whereas edward? he has a white skin. i like man with him brownies skins. so, so, so? if i am is Bella swan sure i'll choice jcob than edward *eaa
don't shocked to see how silly me & how beautifull she is! (Read: Ka Tyas) honestly, we don't know how use there camera so, many picture taked accidentally. those studio is different between studio ever i see (i'm so stranger with the pc, it doesn't touch screen&the loading... argh! it's take a long time to shoot)  the conclusion is.....i'll never back to go there hwehehe *no offense*-_- and i'm realize i'm so black, i must have a spirit to save my skin from ultraviolet rays.this not sweet this so black!!!!!!! see?
padaaaaaaaaaaa checkitdot! 






Ka Tyas. pretty rite?






see me it's taken with accidentally.-.


i'm so black than olit. it's dangerous!!





Xo, Uca


When I'm with you, I feel so safe.
 
Like I'm home.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Stupid me!

I always fly high in whom later dropped. What do you think? sick? course. But what I think you did not necessarily taste. Maybe everyone can say 'you're not the best for me' but I always try to make you the best.

Try to open your eyes you have me here who love you. You never feel or how? you numb bleak to me. This is very sick. Will I pass it all?

Will I?
Will I?
Will I?
All depends on me. But I already love you
 


People can be blinded by love. And I began to experience what is said by those words. Too heavy to knowthat without restraint has ended. I am like a blind eye to all this reality

Could you find out what I think. I was wrong? maybe you already know what I think but you like to pretend do not know about all this. Evil? maybe not that bad but I heart you are evil

When you think this feeling like my heart is feeling your heart. I want time with you but that is notapproved. But I always wanted to make you happy with what I do. Will you be mine. I want to own youMaybe it's like a nightmare for me to love people who can't love myself. Oh god give the best for me. If him can't be mine, let him get the best.
                                                                                                                                          Uca

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Mine Look Like Yours


When everyday look still and everything look exactly the same
When the lights go on and off
When the sun smile too bright and I don't even notice
And when the night feels like afternoon,
Well, I haven't sleep a wink.
What is the reason to sleep anyway?
You're not here to sing me a lullaby,
hug me along the way.

You're erasing yourself in my future,
You make me believe you wont come back
And I'm too tired trying to make you realize,
I'll always be there beside you because I care.

Me, always put a good faith on you.
You, teach me an extraordinary pain that my heart never knew.

You make mine look like yours.
We are now the same.
Nothing to give anymore.
Because its already broke and gone away.

I don't want you to know,
how much I miss you.
Because you don't miss me at all.

I don't want you to know,
how much I love you.
Because you don't love me the way I do.

I want you to know,
Saying goodbye is hurt.
And someday maybe you'll understand,
how the way my heart work cause you.

Uca


lo ya readers uca nggalau lagi-_- hahahaha maaf ya, btw gimana gimana post kali ini? bismillah ya, hope you like it readers;;D

Ways To Make Girls Smile

  • Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine
  • Hold her hand at any moment you can
  • Kiss her on the forahead
  • Leave her a voice message to wake up to
  • When she is upset, hold her tight and never let her go
  • Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most
  • Call her sweetie, not baby
  • Sing to her no matter how horibble your voice is
  • Pick her all over the girls you hang with
  • Write her notes (she loves them)
  • Play with her hair and if it smells good tell her
  • Pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her
  • Pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even thought she loves it
  • Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes
  • Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her
  • Let her fall asleep in your arms
  • Carve your names into a tree
  • If she's mad, kiss her
  • Give her piggybag rides
  • Bring her flowers just because
  • Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone
  • Let her take as many pictures as she wants
  • Slow dance with her even if there isn't music playing
  • Kiss her in the rain
  • Take long walks on the beach at the night with her
  • Wait outside her house in the pouring rain to suprise her when she gets home
  • When she's ill stay by her bedside
  • Play fight with her and let her win
  • And most importantly if you love her, tell her
-copied from tumblr- 


someday my prince come and treat me like this mhihi amin yaAllah. aku nunggu kamu lo untuk jadi..... sesuatu yang ngga mungkin ada untuk aku. nothing possible kan? ngga ada yang tau future except Allah kan? tapi ngga tau kenapa pernyataan itu sama sekali ngga ngaruh karena aku ngga yakin kalau kamu will be mine hiks so, now i am realized i'm waiting for nothing:'-( 


xo, Uca

Read, Do & Do Not


DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME FOR:
  • Worrying about boys, because boys will come & go.
  • Caring who do not like you, because chances are you do not like them either.
  • Gossiping, because you affected their lives; they did not affect yours.

WASTE YOUR TIME WITH YOUR FRIENDS! Live for the moment, laugh often. Be immature, do everything. If there is something you will regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends because your friends are what matter most.


Uca

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Shut Up




When you are about to face your biggest fear, what do you feel?

And when the situation just makes it worse?

I feel like screaming. Screaming so loud so everyone knows that I am not okay.
That they should just shut up and just let me embrace the fear quietly.
Calmly.
Not being the one who's gonna face it doesn't mean you have the right to say anything about it.
Let me face it calmly, let me go through it with a good feeling so it's gonna be just fine.
Even if it's just a lie.
Let me pretend that it's not going to hurt even just a bit.
After all, it's me who's going to face it.
So please just shut up if you can't encourage me at all.

Just shut up.



Uca